Tuesday, November 21, 2023

Things are exactly as they should be

I have a few Christian mystic teachers I listen to. Richard Rohr is the one who got me started on this path. I realized as I was getting older I needed a new thought pattern and a new approach at life. I didn't want to live the second half of my life using the methods and concepts of the first half. Frankly, it wasn't working. Some kind soul on Facebook directed me to Falling Upward, and that was my introduction to Rohr.

I have been going through all 70+ messages of Thomas Keating's "The Spiritual Journey" on YouTube. Rohr is a Franciscan friar while Keating is a Trappist. More recently I've discovered Cynthia Bourgeault, an Episcopal mystic teacher. And I've been slowly going through Evelyn Underhill's Mysticism. 

About the same time I was reading Falling Upward I happened to find a YouTube channel about philosophy, Einzelgänger. At first I was listening to some thoughts on Stoicism, but then came around to his Daoist (or Taoist, depending on the writer) videos. I noticed that there were a lot of mystic teachings in Daoism. As I listened, I really was feeling awakened to a fresh perspective. This led me to eventually listen to Alan Watts, a famous mystic who speaks a lot on Daoism but also incorporates mystic ideas from many traditions. He is so entertaining and personable to listen to I find myself wishing I could have just had dinner with him one time to enjoy his company. 

Interestingly enough my study of other religions began years ago. When I had very bad anxiety due to my condition I was instructed in meditation by my counselor. It was at that time that Shinzen Young's The Science of Enlightenment was recommended to me. Young speaks about all of the meditation traditions across all the world's religions, and finds that there are many common threads. He even looks into scientific research on brain wave patterns of experienced meditators. Shinzen Young teaches very powerful techniques of experiencing emotion and pain that allow you to move through and past them. They are based on Buddhist principles of not resisting suffering, but allowing it to flow through you and fully experiencing it so the emotion and pain become complete. I am only a novice it this but I practice it often, since I have regular experiences of extreme anxiety and pain. 



I have learned that every major religion has a mysticism practice, but in the Western Christian church the practice was mostly lost after the Reformation. However, there is a rich history of Christian mystics. I won't go into them right now. I really have so much to say but will try to get to my point. 

Every once in a while in my readings online I'd see a wonderful quote from Ram Dass, another mystical teacher. I remembered someone about ten years ago had said I'd like him. He is definitely not in the Christian tradition, and believes and teaches some things that frankly, I don't understand. However, he sometimes says these beautiful, amazing things that really change my entire day. Recently he mentioned this:

We live as if things are not the way that they should be, and we have to do something about it.

It's a great burden to bear and makes us always walk around feeling like something is "wrong" and that things need to be "fixed." But truly, if God is everywhere, and involved in everything (as the mystic believes) then really there is nothing that is wrong. Everything is as it should be. This may seem difficult to understand or accept given all the pain and suffering in the world. However, as mystics we can live at a higher perspective where we see that all things are part of the great pattern and have purpose. Even the Bible says in Romans 8:28 that "all things work for the good." 

One of my sayings I have on my fridge to see every day is: "Everything is and always will be well."

Traditional Christians will often say something like, "God is still on the throne," as a way to say he is still in power and in control. Power and control and a man sitting on the throne are pretty Western concepts of God that very much limit the full essence of the creator. They suggest a separateness of God as well as an ancient lawgiver and enforcer. If instead we realize that God is in everything and in fact everywhere that means surely, everything is fine and in fact is exactly as it should be.

One of the reasons I decided to no longer be involved in politics is that it perpetuates the worldview that the world is broken and we need to fix it. Indeed, there is suffering in the world. But as Alan Watts said we can spend our lives solving problems and never run out, and in fact the solutions to problems often create more problems than you started with. To use a Buddhist concept, living a life for the purpose of political change is like living on the wheel of Samsara, which can be defined as: "Samsara is life as we live it under the influence of ignorance, the subjective world each of us creates for ourselves." It is similar to Sisyphus, just rolling that boulder up the hill, over and over. We don't really get anywhere. The world will continue to have suffering and pain in this incarnation. 

Does that mean we turn a blind eye to suffering of others?

Not at all. But we can change our perspective on it. I remember I was speaking to my pastor recently about these things, and about being apolitical. I started a sentence saying "We can be stuck living a life trying to solve an endless cycle of problems, but that isn't satisfying and certainly is not our purpose..."

...and then for a moment I was like... what am I going to say? How can I finish this sentence? I was about to fumble out something inadequate when I believe the Spirit gave me the answer. "But instead we can view the suffering in front of us as an invitation and an opportunity to participate in the divine experience of God." Not because we can "change the world," but because we are all called to do something and each of us will and shall. But if we see the something as the purpose we miss it. The purpose is the participation and the experience of working with God, the divine, and growing the intimacy with the Source so we may truly learn to be One. 


Sunday, August 20, 2023

I am a Christian Mystic

 I am a Christian Mystic

Pursuing the Mysteries of God

The term “mystic” itself evokes a strangeness in the mind of the Western church. Some people associate the term “mystical” with magical, but in fact the definition of mystic is this:

a person who seeks by contemplation and self-surrender to obtain unity with or absorption into the Deity or the absolute, or who believes in the spiritual apprehension of truths that are beyond the intellect. – Oxford Dictionary

Our Western world is primarily consumed with doing rather than being. Mysticism offers not an opposite, but a balance. We consist of both.

Magic is defined as:

the power of apparently influencing the course of events by using mysterious or supernatural forces.

In one perspective, magic is actually the opposite of mysticism. The mystic seeks to accept what is, and surrender to events without changing them (as the will of God.) A magic practitioner is exerting their will upon the world to change it. (This does not mean we do not pray for others or for good outcomes, but rather accept what happens.)

It is an important distinction to define mysticism as non-magical. It instead teaches that God is found in the most common places, in a blade of grass, and a song, and we need not look for supernatural events to see him (though of course he may appear supernaturally according to his will.)

Oneness with God

John 17:20-22

I pray also for those who will believe in me through their message, that all of them may be one, Father, just as you are in me and I am in you. May they also be in us so that the world may believe that you have sent me. I have given them the glory that you gave me, that they may be one as we are one

A mystic seeks ultimate surrender to God, to join with him in union. This is done through a type of meditation recently named “Centering Prayer,” which is a type of contemplation. It is a letting go of the ego and desire and just allowing God and his presence.



Mystery of God

The true God is ultimately infinite and unknowable. We can only see parts of God in this life.

1 Kings 8:27

But will God indeed dwell on the earth? Behold, heaven and the highest heaven cannot contain You

1 Timothy 6:16

who alone possesses immortality and dwells in unapproachable light, whom no man has seen or can see.

To a mystic, there is always the unknowable in God. That is the great mystery. We cannot know all of God at once or know all things at once. This brings us to humility, but also to a vast ocean of divinity to explore in God’s infinite source. A mystic is able to accept paradox and admit they do not have all knowledge. They acknowledge that man’s logic is not complete and not all things can be explained with it. Therefore we can be at peace not knowing the answers to every situation and not knowing the theology for every spiritual concept. Some things are revealed to us in God, and some remain a mystery.

Experience of God

There is a way to experience God beyond mere words. This comes from the apophatic tradition of the church. Our consciousness labels things with words, but words are not the things they represent. Every created thing has its own essence beyond words. We can experience God’s essence that is far beyond labels by seeking it through quieting our mind.

Psalm 46:10

He says, “Be still, and know that I am God”

There is a knowing of God that transcends mere words, which can be reached by being still.

Practice of Mysticism

Some catholic orders (like the Franciscans) and the Eastern Orthodox Church still practice mysticism. It has been in the church since nearly the very beginning (2nd century A.D.)

Besides centering prayer, there is also the practice of lectio divina, where one goes through four steps of studying a bible verse: read; meditate; pray; contemplate.

Mystics learn that they are a pure consciousness (the true self) separate from their thoughts, emotions, and body. (They are definitely not Gnostics in the sense that mystics do not believe that the material world is evil.) This spiritual awareness allows one to not be drawn in by strong thoughts or emotions, but to be able to observe them separately.

Omnipresence of God

Put simply, God is everywhere and in everything. One does not have to look far in the Bible to see this.

Acts 17:28

For in him we live and move and have our being.

Psalm 139

Where can I flee from your presence? If I go up to the heavens, you are there; if I make my bed in the depths, you are there

Rom 11:36

For from him and through him and for him are all things.

Col 1:16-17

all things have been created through [the son] and for him. He is before all things, and in him all things hold together.

God is not far away in heaven. We do not need to scream to reach him. He is in everything. Not only that, but God dwells inside us and we can find him there, always, without having to go anywhere. We are surrounded by God and his goodness at all times, and a mystic practices being aware of that. Even when things seem terrible or frightening, the mystic tradition is to see God all around us.

Transformation

One of the outcomes of mysticism is spiritual transformation. Instead of using fleshly willpower to try to change the self, the mystic completely surrenders to God and allows him to make changes. This practice usually leads to greater peace and stability, and greater faith since the mystic has had powerful, ineffable experiences of God.

Nondual thinking

Another facet of mysticism is a different way of thinking. We tend to think of things (especially in the Western world) in terms of either/or, yes/no, is or isn’t. We also have a strong tendency to label everything as “good” or “bad.” Through practice we are able to shed these labels and allow things just to be, without judgment. This is why I gave up politics since it is all about labeling and creates an “us vs. them” type of mentality, nearly the opposite of nondual thought. Nondual thinking helps us accept the world and events without having to have a strong emotional reaction; to just step back and just experience things. But most especially, it helps us realize our bond with the universe and let go of the ego. Our being doesn’t end at the surface of our skin. We are dependent on the air, the earth, gravity, and other people – we are part of a very complex system. We were meant to be one with nature, not to fight against it and control it. And most of all we are part of God. We can either separate the ego, create our own self and live as a false god, or we can surrender and become part of the One, the divine Source of All. We learn that our true self is a consciousness having an experience of life – and so is everyone else. The rest is just conceptual layers we added with labels. This practice truly helps us to love others since they all have the same experience as us as a consciousness.

Modern Teachers

Modern teachers include the English Catholic Evelyn Underhill, Franciscan Friar Richard Rohr, Trappist Monk Thomas Keating, Episcopal Priest Cynthia Bourgeault.

Modern Resistance

As a charismatic Christian, I am already used to being called a devil practitioner for believing and practicing spiritual gifts. However, I have experienced God through them and seen people healed. As a mystic, I have already been questioned as well. However, this is the path God has shown me and I intend to walk it. It is literally saving my life here on earth and making it livable. Many people come to the mystic path through great suffering – and that is how I arrived. One of the teachings of many mystics is to be grateful for suffering, as it can lead us to God in a way nothing else can. These experiences of God and these teachings are making my life feel livable, when for nearly a decade it was simply a chore to be alive.

Conclusion

A mystic seeks to experience the unlimited infinite Source of all being through practices that go beyond words or thinking. They seek to see the world and themselves as they truly are without all the labels and layers. Most of all, they want a close and intimate relationship with God that transcends the logical, thinking mind and goes directly to the spirit.

1 Corinthians 6:17

But he who is joined to the Lord is one spirit with Him.


This blog will detail my journey on the mystic path. I have only begun about three years ago and am still learning much. 

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